Self-Sufficient – Ishk Par Zor Nahi

“Jab aapko lagta hi nahi ki aapki koi galti hai to sorry bolne ka koi point hi nahi hai, AVM!”

“Maine jo bhi kiya uska koi regret nahi hai lekin usse tum hurt hui aur uske liye… main maafi maangunga!”

Placing her palm on his chest, she pushed him away from her without letting his saddened orbs distract her.

“Maine aapse kaha tha ki main manage kar lungi! Aapko koi zaroorat nahi thi. Ghar ke advance tak to thik tha lekin kya soch ke you paid the rent for the next six months? AVM, Maasi meri responsibility hai -“

“Aur tum meri!” He cut her off in the middle. “Tum aur tumse juda har insaan meri responsibility hai, Ishqi!”

He sat on the bed, clasping his palms together. “I don’t understand, Ishqi. I don’t understand. Tum humare baare me serious ho na?”

“Ye sawal iss conversation me kaha se aaya?”

“Kyun nahi aa sakta? It’s been three years since we are dating aur abhi bhi… abhi bhi main kuch bhi thodi help karta hoon to tum naraz ho jaati ho. Kyun?”

She strode to the balcony when his question brought back the memories that ached her heart.

He followed her and leaned against the wall as he stood beside her.

“AVM, mujhe nahi pata aap kitna samajh paayenge lekin maine na… kafi cheeze dekhi hi life me. Kuch acchi. Kuch buri aur kuch… bohot buri! Maine na, AVM… ladkiyon ko ghutate hue dekha hai. Relationships mein apni self-respect ko roz maarte hue dekha hai. Humesha ke vaade kar unko beech me chhod jaane walo ko dekha hai.”

He crossed his hands across his chest. “Tumhe mujh par dependent nahi hona? Tumhe lagta hai main bhi tumhe kabhi chhod kar chala jaunga?”

“Nahi. Lekin main nahi… main kisi par bhi financially dependent na ho sakti hoon aur na hona chahti hoon, AVM. I want to be self-sufficient. Main kisi ke bhi saath isliye nahi rehna chahti kyunki mujhe unki zaroorat hai par isliye kyunki main unke saath rehna… chahti hoon.”

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Par
Isliye
Kyunki
Main
Unke
Saath
Rehna
Chahti
Hoon!

💜

This is a random piece of fiction. Absolute imagination. Kind of a random mini tale based on the picture on the characters named Ishqi and Aahan from the show Ishk Par Zor Nahi. 

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