“माझ्याबद्दल तू एवढ्या काळजीनं पहिल्यांदाच बोलतेयस ना म्हणुन मला जरा…”
One of the reasons why Apurva Vartak Kanitkar still stayed a mystery to him had to be the inconsistency that came his way time and again.
Every time she did something that challenged his opinion about her and he was about to change and lock his new view – she did something that challenged his new opinion and he jumped back his old one.
Why he struggled to believe that her heart held any romantic feelings for him all along!
Time got him better at reading her eyes though and he couldn’t be more glad that it did. Now, it had started to come naturally to him to feel what her heart felt for him.
Only if someone had been recording their life and could get Shashank Kanitkar that CD, he would know that his wife’s heart cared about him from the very beginning.
Only if he could see how his wife’s anxious heart had made her eyes pour like never before when he hadn’t returned home from the institute!
Only if he could see the turbulent series of panic attacks her heart had silently suffered when Mai had raised the possibility of his accident!
Only if he could see how her mind had lost the track of everything after he had stormed out of the farmhouse, making her run behind him, helplessly broken!
Only if he could!
Because if he had been able to see those sufferings,
It wouldn’t have taken him so long to unravel the mystery of her feelings.
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